to just start

'start writing' this is something i have been telling myself since grade 7. I wrote but never enough. how would i know if i am actually good at it, if i don't write? so here i am.

Beginnings are hard.

It’s so difficult at times, to know exactly what we are feeling. It’s this empty haunting feeling. I’ve never been sadder but then again, I was once sadder than today before and look how I have forgotten about that. I’ve been miserable before, pulling my hair out, shouting at my mother, slapping myself in the face looking in the bathroom mirror, crying myself tears that I would probably drown in one day. But it will pass. Everything is meant to pass. Everything is meant to change, but it is a process. You really have to crumble before you get your high again. But you will. We all need constant, we crave constant but we are meant to just change. I believe change is the only constant. Do you?

I am a 23 year old girl, navigating her way through her 20s and honestly just quite pulling through, be here with me for my nostalgia and fleeting happy moments x

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